"I was feeling ... TL"

I cant get a peace of mind when I get home.

I rather be alone.

I rather sing myself out in the little room with the fishes.

I rather shoot the basket.

I rather watch DVD.

I rather dont say anything.

I rather not take any risk to mess anything up.

I rather sleep and dream about Alice in Wonderland.

I rather spend my time F**king and swearing the F**ker who got the phone away even though I know it's unhealthy.



But the thought of going for the egg pudding again makes me feel alive.

I hate to put up a smile when I turn up for work tomorrow.

I hate to spend like someone earning $100k a year.

I just ... man, I was still cheerful an hour ago. I was with ZJ, Zhao and Michelle and gao xiao all the way. I was still joking with LK on the phone about his deceit way of cheating. But now, I simply feel . . .


TL.

I need to learn Anger Management. Anyone got the DVD that I can borrow? Welcome to the world of marriage my fans. Guess I'm too young for that. F**k the video cam.