A Wet Dream.

Following my previous blog saying how difficult is to forget someone whom already has a place in your heart, I just sort of like to add on, that the uphill battle goes even tougher when she appears in your – Dreams.

It’s good news if you haven’t experienced that.

It’s a bad news if you do.

It’s even bad if you regularly have it!

Well, I wont say it’ totally bad … if it’s a wet dream … Hee *you sicko!*

It represents how unreal the world is to you, to live in your dreamland. You have no control over it, and just let ‘nature’ takes it's course. It shows how bad, the real world is to you. It reflects how, the world of “righteousness”, is of sour to you. And it may show how one-sided, the thing, could happen and “fairness”, seem to be on nobody’s side. You know, you gonna get it back one day, and you are too scare to even think about it.

Nightmare can be scary at times. But for some individuals, curiosity took over fear, and leads the person wanting to explore even further. By focusing a little more on your mind, you can get back to the scene where you left and woke up and sweat.

You see the person everyday. You feel her presence because she stays within your neighbourhood. You want to send her a text message or email to tell her how much you miss her. You like to whisper in her ear once more and feel her gutter ness. You like to see how much your presence can impact her life. But when you are face-to-face with her, all these become fairytale. And you could only remind yourself that this shouldn’t be happening.

Who in the world can tell you that you are wrong? It’s wrong to look at other mei mei when you are already married. It’s wrong for her to talk to other hunks as she is already attached with you. It’s wrong for a man to have two wives. Is that how “wrong” is been defined? What’s wrong with feeling good about two persons at one time?

You buy her flowers, and you send her home in a cab. You buy the most expensive perfume for her, and you treat her the best food you ever had for yourself. You spend the most romantic time with her at the beach or at your house void deck. You talk to her whole night when she’s feeling down or alone in outer space. You sing in the phone and share the utmost secrets. You lose your sleep just to be awake and hear her sing. At the end of the day, you just find yourself talking to her in your dreams. A wet dream. A perfect dream. A dream that you wish you never want to wake up again. A place where you ain’t caring about unfairness.

The phone slammed on you.

Your email reply is like forever, and carrying no substance.

The text message shows no continuation.

The pool table is forever sweet.

The beach never gets tired of having you as a companion.

The playstation is just a tool for remembrance.

The lady in white is as attractive as the lady in red.

You forever want to hide the tears when you sing a lovely song with great lyrics.


Yes, I like to erase that away from the memory. Who has a correction tape? * Another sweet remembrance * No regrets. Just hoping that it’s eternal. Luckily, human has got a short life span. For super inhuman who lives long and never die, I wonder how they recoup their losses.