Being soft

Killing me softly .... hmm sound familiar. I like the movie. Heather Graham is gorgeous. I dont quite really like the song, but it aint that bad to listen. Soft is something i've been associated with all the time. tofu - yeah it's soft. breast - definitely but not when you store a lot of milk in there. cushion seat - my preferred choice over a wooden seat. slumperman is soft, i think.

there's good and bad about being, soft. bad - needless to say, just read my previous blog and u know what i mean. good - u dont expose your unhappiness and anger over the other party. so, the other party will think she is right all the time. and u prevent an argument from carrying on there. silence is observed after a short converse.

looking at it, it doesnt really mean good in long term. take the breast for example. if you store too much milk inside and dont release it, it hardens and it can become painful. and when u later on release it, u spill all over the place, or u overfeed the latching baby.

words, stored in the heart, are like milk. those are non-nutrients and usually i will term it as angry words. bad words. bad taste. when these contents are released from the heart, disaster happens. the other party is hurt. over-hurt. because they didnt know in the eyes of the gunner, she is such an asshole. and she never believe that she is a asshole. anyway, who will see themselves as a bad person? they will always think that they are right. always right. because they sacrifice so much. pain, blood, time, body line etc. they have to be right after these sacrifices. and whose wrong? people around them is wrong. the mother is wrong because she nags at her all the time. the husband is wrong because he is blogging while she is wiping the floor. the boy is wrong because he just wont shut up evern though he has even feeding. everybody is wrong.


slumperman cannot take this type of nonsence. slumperman is there for u. he stands for u. he also make sacrifices. as compared to the physical pain that the mother-fucker went through, it cannot be compared. slumperman does want something in return. it's not of a big request. but something that can make his life easy with. something that can sweeten his hearing. something that he can feel he's important. ease of life.


he needs a soft break.